Merry Christmas!!

Presents are bought and wrapped. We are just waiting for this afternoon to begin Christmas activities! We'll go over to my mom's tonight for steak and presents! Nate's screaming right now, so I must go put him down for a nap. Then I'll probably take one myself. :-)

Here comes Santa Claus!

I CANNOT believe Christmas is almost here. Christmas JUST HAPPENED. Like, 4 months ago. It seems. Anyway. Things are good. Hectic. I'm still trying to get control of all my life responsibilities. Gosh it would be easier if I didn't have to work 50+ hours a week. I miss the days of the 40- hour a week jobs I used to have. I'm determined to figure out how to juggle everything. Determined! I will. I will. I will.

This past week as particularly difficult, but after having a little breakdown to Lisa on Thurs she offered me her massage session that she had scheduled at 10am this morning. Massages always make things better. I spent the entire session concentrating on being relaxed and not thinking about anything. Anyway, I'm feeling better now.

This weekend we will finish putting up the tree and getting the outside decorations up. And then I can start wrapping presents. That will help me feel like I'm accomplishing things.

Monday will be an interesting day at work. BMC is laying off 350 employees on Monday. Of course the senisble part of me doesn't want to be one of "the ones." But the exasperated, overwhelmed part of me is screaming "PICK ME!!" Don't tell Randy I said that. My pals at work are all stressed too. It's a mess.

Keep your fingers cross (for which result, I'm not sure).